In the Throes

I am crushed and ground down into
The tiniest little pieces possible

So much pressure the pain is
Unbearable both inside and out

I am fucked
And scared
And tired
Of it all

I need more than I could
Ever have admitted

I want more than I can
Imagine another being
Ever wanting anything

I love you
And you
And you
And you
More than
I love myself

That is a flaw
I have to figure
Out how to fix

Everything that I have to get past
Has ceased to be an obstacle and
Has become a distraction

— GB

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