Cast Into Oblivion

I had a really fucked up night last night, sleep and no sleep, with tossing interspersed with turning.  The whole time I’m locked into a dream that I’m seeing clearly while I’m asleep and distantly when I’m awake (like a dream 🙂 ).  All the while I’m having a conversation with a girl I dated briefly in San Diego.  I keep repeating  “I’m sorry for the way I am, I never meant to be so cold”.  Words from this Crossfade song “Cold”.  All day long I’ve been trying to get this dream out of my head.  It was definitely not pleasurable.  I liked the song pretty well before last night but now that it has taken part in a mentally draining and disturbing dream, I’m done with it.  I’d prefer never hearing it again.  Hopefully this will cast it into oblivion.

“Cold”
by Crossfade

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I’m always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

To you I’m sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there’s just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

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