I don’t know if I’m doing this right. I’ve read a little bit about forgiveness and this just feels right.
I have to forgive you to go on with my life, but first I have to forgive myself for what I did to you. I should not expect any forgiveness from you because I have no control over what you do with your being. I am sorry for all the pain, anxiety and confusion that I caused you. I am sorry for all of the unfair and awkward positions I put you in. I forgive myself for all the unfair and awkward positions I put you. I forgive myself for causing you pain, anxiety and confusion. I forgive you for abruptly breaking off our relationship and never having contact with me again.