that voice

that voice is screaming in my head again
I do not understand a word it is saying
but it is in there none-the-less
wreaking havoc with my ability to concentrate

that voice is screaming in my head again
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!! – aaaaaahhhhh!!!!
is all it ever says as loud as ghostly possible
disrupting my nervous system, clenching my fists

that voice is screaming in my head again
people are staring and stopping and backing away
it must be the look on my face and how I can’t
control my arms, that voice is physically debilitating

that voice is mumbling quietly to itself now
there are no intelligent conversations to be had
not with with me and not with any voice
I am thankful for the silence this little room brings

— GB

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