don’t do that! please, please, please!
you know how that gets to me, please!
you know that’s a TRIGGER, please!
you are abusing that power you have over me
you are taking what he have and smashing it to bits
how do you do that and smile?
I am a freak again, waiting for the admit nurse
to place me on a seventy-two hour hold
I should not be here, it’s all her fault